coz I hate myself for loving you

I will not make the same mistakes now
I know that feelings are nothing but fake now
you caused me the most painful heartbreak nowcoz I hate myself for loving you...

I can't sleep and I can't hang on anymore
I have locked up all my hearts door
I am not gonna love again and its for sure.coz I hate myself for loving you...

I am torn into pieces and I can't deny
but he can't see the tears that I cry
why did I ever fall for you tell me why?coz I hate myself for loving you...

you washed away the best of me
its like who am I. I am just not me
its like the world has come to an end
its like in front of others I have to pretend
its like I am ashamed of my life coz its empty
its like I hate you coz you make me feel so guilty.

I want a lady besides me not a girl who runs and hides
your tears are like acid rain that just turn into lies
and you are my past now, girl don't be surprised!
coz I hate myself for loving you