pehli baar pyaar kiya aur dil par chott kha baithe

pehli baar pyaar kiya aur dil par chott kha baithe,
haan hum ek pathar dil se apna dil laga baithe,

woh khud hai bewafaa phir bhi zamane se kehti hai ki
bewafaa tha woh jissse hum dil laga baithe,

tord di usne saari kasme, bhula diye saare waade,
hum yeh kis bewafaa se pyaar kar baithe,

aasan nahi hai usse bhul pana humare liye,
lekin ek woh hai jo humein bhool baithe,

bahut samjhaya humne usse ki na jee payenge tumhare bin,
lekin ab khabar huyi ki hum ek na-samajh ko dil de baithe,

bhari mehfil mein khud ko tannha paate hain,
dard aur gam charo taraf bikhre paate hain,
hum apni zindagi apne haatho barbaad kar baithe,

rote rahe raat bhar aur khud ko samjhaya,
ki ab na yaad karenge tumhein,
par phir raat din tumhein yaad kar baithe,

pyaar ko ek khel samjhne wale inssan ko hum,
aaj phir pyaar ke mayane samjha baithe,

usne basa le apni nayi duniya,
aur hum aaj bhi unke laut aane ke intzaar mein hain baithe.

phir kyu aap us waqt mashroof hoti hai

paas to pehle bhi na the hum aapke,
par dooriyaan ab mahsoos hoti hai,

koshishein bhi bahut ki wakt paane ki aksar,

par sab kaushishein mayoos hoti hai,

phir bhi jo wakt paa leete hai hum aap ke liye,
to phir kyu aap us waqt mashroof hoti hai?

usko bas dillagi ki aadat thi

woh na mohabbat thi na woh chahat thi,
usko bas dillagi ki aadat thi,

maine mazboot jisko jana tha
kitni kamzoor woh mohabbat thi,

woh jo waade the, jhoothe waade the,
pyar naa tha,  dhokhe ki siyasat thi,

mere dost hi ker gaye dusmani mujhse,
unke lahjay mein ek banawat thi,

bazi ishq ka woh harte kaise,
usko to iss kheel mein maharat thi,

usne sauda kiya na ghata ka,
jiski har baat ek banawat thi.

don’t know why

I feel bad when she is not around,
I feel tensed when she is with me,
I don’t know why?

I feel sad when she is crying,
I feel happy when she is smiling,
I don’t know why?

I feel I can do any thing for her,
I feel I can not live with out her,
I don’t know why?

I know she doesn’t feel the same now,
I can feel the tears come down,
I don’t know why?

I don’t know why,
but I feel I still love her,

I can tell the world how much I love her,
I don’t get any words when I want to tell her,
I don’t know why?

I feel this poem is incomplete,
and I don’t know why? 

the distance will vanish soon

all barriers and limitations of disappear
when you appear before me
I can feel the fragrance of your body
I can see you with my third eye.

the wings of our love spreads
over the divine land of our soul
let us built a home on the land of God
the distance will vanish forever.

the moon and the boy

moon: what do you find in the stars? 

days have gone by looking at them.

boy: I am waiting to see if a star can fall away to make my wish true. 

my only wish of my life.

moon: time is precious, doesn't come back when needed. 

stop dreaming and hoping.

boy: I am dreaming and hoping because I cannot live in reality. 

moon surprised with his reply and asks him about his wish.
and the boy replies as..

boy: girl whom I love the most in this world, wants to see me smile.

moon: when your love wants it, can't you smile for her sake?

boy:how will I when she is away from me?

how will I when she wants me to forget her?
how will I when she cannot understand my love for her?
how will I when she is my life, my heart?

so here I lie alone in the night, 

waiting for a star to fall to make her wish true.

mighty moon left amused leaves the way for the sun to come up
and hoping to fill his life with bright sunshine,

without realising that its not the time for dawn yet.