I just have to get up when I fall

the long suffering struggle
between the heart and the head,
my long suffering heart
every single tear I have shed.

its way due time
to forget my past,
let go of the hurt
and move on at last.

the past is what it is
and that's where it should stay.
no within my broken heart
waiting to be released one day.

I need to learn
how to well and truly let go,
accept my mistakes
and go with the flow.

it sure is easy
to be writing in word form,
what about real life
is my preaching worth to conform?

all I know is this
and that is nothing at all,
I just have to take it as it comes
get up when I fall..