I ask myself when will death come upon me

I cut myself wanting to die
no more do I want to cry,

every night I lie awake
want to change not to be fake,

it feels like no one cares about me
just want to die don’t want to be alive,

sadness is always in my heart
just want to end and die just want to start over,

I want to be accepted for who I am
I wish someone out there could understand,

I ask myself when will death come upon me
I just want to jump,
jump off dramatically..!!