why do I try

scars remain with pain inside,
my heart holds hurt that I cannot hide,

bruised and broken, torn and tattered,
a world I once knew, has been shattered.

I reach out to you and you push me away.
I try to explain it, but you laugh it away.

so what more can I say?
what more can I do?

nothing will ever be good enough for you.
so why do I try?