still loving you makes me fool

I close my eyes and see you there
in my dreams I wish you cared.

I did like to someday, be with you
share a love, that’s pure and true.

but the funny thing is that it can never be
a real good friend’s, all you want from me.

it hurts inside like a slap to the face
in my heart lies an empty space.

I have so much love, to share with you
but that’s the last thing you want me to do.

I am a good guy
I did never cause you pain,
yet you see my efforts as such a shame.

I express my love through my words
you mock what I do and call it absurd.

all I want is to make you smile
one second with you makes my day worth while.

you say I am stubborn, I just don’t give up
I offer all I have, and it’s not enough.

I give you my trust and my sweet time
all I ask in return is to call you mine.

you are sick of this and want it to end
so you now, you go out with my best friend.

that wasn’t nice, not even cool
but I still love you,
so I guess that makes me the fool!!

tumhari khushiyan dekhne ko jiye jaate hain

tumhari yaad mein bahate ashkon ko piye jaate hain,
iss taraha tumhare bagair hum jiye jaate hain,

gham-aye-yaar se kabhi shikayat nahi karenge hum,
khud apni hi kismat se shikwa kiye jaate hain,

tumhari sab majbooriyan jafa-e-kabul hai sanam,
isliye khud ko hi itna majboor kiye jaate hain,

mujhe to kuch hasil nahi ghum-aye-zindagi se,
bas tumhari khushiyan dekhne ko jiye jaate hain.

kyun uth rahi hai dil mein tujhe paane ki hasrat

kabhi maut ki tamanna, kabhi zindagi ki hasrat,
kabhi jashn-e-ranjish ghum ka to kabhi khushi ki hasrat,

jinhe daulat ki chahat, unhe daulat de de ya rab,
mujhe thi, hai aur rahegi bas uski hasrat.

main tauba kar chuka hu , main khud se mukar chuka hu,
kyun uth rahi hai dil mein, phir maikashi ki hasrat?

agar naamunkin hai use paana aur dekh ke bhul jaana,
dil kar raha hai kyon phir bhi us chandni ki hasrat.

main arthi se uth chuka hu, phir se zinda ho chuka hu,
ho gayi hai mujhko tumhein gale laggane ki hasrat.

bewafaai tune ki hai, badduayein tune di hai,
dil mein uth rahi hai phir bhi tujhko paane ki hasrat.

ye ishk nahi to kya hai, ki tu hi mera khuda hai,
teri chaukhat pe ho rahi hai apni chitta jalane ki hasrat.

in search for love

it's been a very long time.
I feel like curling the roads and bring you back to me.

and when you get back and when
the time fades away you will still be the one I love.

I will not know how long will it take for us to come undone.
but any day any time form now you will find your way back home.

we tried to drawn the line and tried to put our back on to others
but we found one day the we will surely drown in this very world
were we meet many faces who have control over us.

I tried to hide in my den for days and days but
all the boundaries that I never dreamed to cross I did.

and now I realize that life with all its conscious won over my lies.

I have countless times broken peoples trust and for now
when someone broke my trust I am bleeding and I wish you were here to heal.

like a winter dried rose you have stayed in my dreams like
your last smile to me was a perfect mystery.

I would like to ask you to promise me to take me
to places beyond my imagination and show me the colors of serenity
the time when you were with me has been lost as if it were a whirl,

and now I wish, I could go back in the past and breathe infinity to the air
when you were around your silence was like a blanket to me from
the noise of the world,

but I soon will have to step outside my mind and see the reality.
I have started my journey with bags held in my hands and eyes in search for you.

you are mine only mine

and here I am waiting for the sunlight,
that brightens my day,

I am waiting for the sparkle,
I am waiting for the glimmer,

to shine on my way.
without you I am all alone,

my heart calls out to you
please come home,
I beg the heavens to see you,

to touch you,
to kiss you,

the sky will break into two,
and the sea will weep in sorrow,
if our shadows don’t meet every tomorrow.
our souls are one yet we’re so apart,

the rhythm of your love, 

echoes in my heart,

you are mine speak to me,
you are mine together we will always be.

you are mine only mine,
and you will always stay mine.

haath mein tasweer hai unki aur main tannha hoon

saza raha hoga wahan koi daur-aye-mehfil aaj,
har taraf khushi ka aalam, aur main tannha hoon,

mausam ki tarah hi roz rang badalte hai woh,
waada kiya tha aaj aane ka aur main tannha hoon.

tannha hoon, tannha hoon, aaj main tannha hoon,
mehfil jawaan hai wahan aur main tannha hoon.

maikash hain udhar, idhar maikade ke bahar khada hoon,
haath mein jaam hai mere aur main tannha hoon.

shaam ki taraha dil mein andhera sa ghirne laga,
subah ke ujaale hain aur main tannha hoon. 

ek chehra hai jo dil mein bas gaya hai,
haath mein tasweer hai unki aur main tannha hoon.

ek din meri yaad tujhe rulaayegi zaroor

ek nayi subah zindagi mein aayegi zaroor,
maksad naya jeene ka laayegi zaroor,

andheron mein ghiri huyi meri zindaagi ko,
yeh manzil ka nazaara karwayegi zaroor,

ho sake to bachaale khud ko raat se aye dilbar,
mere chahat ki ghata tujh par chhayegi zaroor,

aaj bhale hi tujhe main yaad aata nahi,
ek din meri yaad tujhe rulaayegi zaroor,

tere zehen mein utar kar nas-nas mein samaayunga,
meri khushboo teri saanson ko mehkaayegi zaroor,

judaai ki aag se aaj tak kaun bach paaya,
yeh aag tere seene mein sholey bhardkayegi zaroor,

kamzor nahi main jo ek tinke se bikhar jaaun,
meri rooh ek din tujhme samaayegi zaroor,

tu ek baar dil se mera naam to pukaar ke dekh,
raaj yeh jahaan tere naam kar jayega zaroor,