I am longing for that moment to have you again

my life after death,
my love in another universe
for you my heart will always burn
I couldn't have you in this lifetime.

I wished so much for you to be mine
but we promised to be together again
longing for this day I will remain
it was not so long ago we were together.

we entered each other's hearts

and will hold that place forever.
things just got too complicated,
letting you go was something I hated.

I loved you so much and will always do,
no one is more precious to me than you!

no one can hold the flame I have in my heart
you lit my candle right from the start.

from our very first kiss,
to the seconds that I today miss.
you will always be the one
the one I adore and so much love.

I wish you could hold me in your arms
and leave me never,
keep me in that place now and forever.

endless love to me I wish you would make
what ever is mine, is yours to take!
I am not just saying these words to you,
I am quoting them, cause I feel them to be true.

just like the love I have to give
you are my life, you are helping me live.
you are in my thoughts all of the time,
oh I would die to be your husband.

I wish I could say these words to your face,
oh shitt!! guess I am too late.

we promised to be each other's in another life
if I knew it were true I would slit my throat with a knife
that's how far I am willing to go.

if you would only open your eyes,
you would see and know,
just how much you mean to me.

saying goodbye was never our scene,
from our very first touch
till our very last embrace.

every time I think of our moments,
my heart starts to race,
when you are in my thoughts
my heart and my body are no longer mine,

no I don't worry and no I don't mind!

I am glad to be yours and surrender myself to you,
as I said, "any thing for you I am willing to do".
I would give up my sight just to see you,
I would cut off my hands just to touch you,
I would tear out my heart so that you would know how I feel,
for the love I have for you is nothing but real!

its just too bad, and it makes me feel so sad,
that today I have lost something so strong,
its not fair, it didn't even last long,
but I am glad we had the moments we shared
the love we hold is one that's rare.

neither of us could believe
no matter how strong our love was,
we would continue to give and receive.
what we had was more than enough
that's why saying goodbye was really tough.

I wish I could send this poem to you by mail,
but to receive a reply, I know it would fail.
so I would keep my thoughts to myself
my burning heart is becoming a melt.

which is good in a way
because it means I would die,
and finally I will find you
right there by my side.

in the place where you belong
in the place I have been waiting for,
oh so long....

waiting to die is something I would not mind to do
if it means in another life, having you!

you are more than worth the wait
in this lifetime it might be too late,
but our time together is not that far away
I am longing for that moment to have you again.

I know I still have the love in your heart,
we say the words I love you each time we part,
you might say it in a silent way,
I wish you would just say it out loud if you may.

I just want to tell you,
the love my heart brings,
is one that infinitive and ever lasting.
the main reason that I love you
is simply one,
you are my love, life and inspiration,
only you could be that one!