I am longing for that moment to have you again

my life after death,
my love in another universe
for you my heart will always burn
I couldn't have you in this lifetime.

I wished so much for you to be mine
but we promised to be together again
longing for this day I will remain
it was not so long ago we were together.

we entered each other's hearts

and will hold that place forever.
things just got too complicated,
letting you go was something I hated.

I loved you so much and will always do,
no one is more precious to me than you!

no one can hold the flame I have in my heart
you lit my candle right from the start.

from our very first kiss,
to the seconds that I today miss.
you will always be the one
the one I adore and so much love.

I wish you could hold me in your arms
and leave me never,
keep me in that place now and forever.

endless love to me I wish you would make
what ever is mine, is yours to take!
I am not just saying these words to you,
I am quoting them, cause I feel them to be true.

just like the love I have to give
you are my life, you are helping me live.
you are in my thoughts all of the time,
oh I would die to be your husband.

I wish I could say these words to your face,
oh shitt!! guess I am too late.

we promised to be each other's in another life
if I knew it were true I would slit my throat with a knife
that's how far I am willing to go.

if you would only open your eyes,
you would see and know,
just how much you mean to me.

saying goodbye was never our scene,
from our very first touch
till our very last embrace.

every time I think of our moments,
my heart starts to race,
when you are in my thoughts
my heart and my body are no longer mine,

no I don't worry and no I don't mind!

I am glad to be yours and surrender myself to you,
as I said, "any thing for you I am willing to do".
I would give up my sight just to see you,
I would cut off my hands just to touch you,
I would tear out my heart so that you would know how I feel,
for the love I have for you is nothing but real!

its just too bad, and it makes me feel so sad,
that today I have lost something so strong,
its not fair, it didn't even last long,
but I am glad we had the moments we shared
the love we hold is one that's rare.

neither of us could believe
no matter how strong our love was,
we would continue to give and receive.
what we had was more than enough
that's why saying goodbye was really tough.

I wish I could send this poem to you by mail,
but to receive a reply, I know it would fail.
so I would keep my thoughts to myself
my burning heart is becoming a melt.

which is good in a way
because it means I would die,
and finally I will find you
right there by my side.

in the place where you belong
in the place I have been waiting for,
oh so long....

waiting to die is something I would not mind to do
if it means in another life, having you!

you are more than worth the wait
in this lifetime it might be too late,
but our time together is not that far away
I am longing for that moment to have you again.

I know I still have the love in your heart,
we say the words I love you each time we part,
you might say it in a silent way,
I wish you would just say it out loud if you may.

I just want to tell you,
the love my heart brings,
is one that infinitive and ever lasting.
the main reason that I love you
is simply one,
you are my love, life and inspiration,
only you could be that one!

gham se pathar ho gaya lekin kabhi roya nahi

gham ki barish ne bhi tere chehare ko dhoya nahi,
tu ne mujhe ko kho diya, maine tujhe khoya nahi,

neend ka halka gulaabi sa khumaar aankhon mein tha,
yun laga sabko jaise main der tak sooya nahi,

har taraf logo ki bhird  aur unmein aankhon ke hujoom,
keh sake jo dil ki haalat woh lab mujhe mila nahi,

jurm kisi ne kiya aur kisi bekasur ko saza,
katta hoon zindagi bhar main ne jo booya nahi,

jaanti hai kya tu ek aise shaks ko cheater monika,
jo gham se pathar ho gaya lekin kabhi roya nahi..

dooriyan jo thi darmiyaan humare

tujhse bicharde to toot gaaye the hum,
lekin ab tere aane ki aahaat ko

mehsoos kiya hai aur phir khil uthe hum.

teri taraf bardh raha hai mera har kadam,
mehsoos kar raha hoon main aaj ki,
dooriyan jo thi darmiyaan humare,
hone ko hai khatam.

tere paas aane ka,
tujhe dekhne ke liye,
taras rahe hain hum kabse.

ab jo tu paas aa rahi hai
to yeh pal nahi kaate jaa rahein.

ab jo tu paas aa rahi hai
to ek lammha aur nahi sahaa jaa raha hai.

lagta hai ki shayad
tujhse milne ki khushi mein
kahin hum pagal na ho jaaye.

koi mujhe chahe aur apne dil mein basaye

koi mujhe chahe aur apne dil mein basaye,
mujhe sapno ki duniya mein sair karaye,

uska ek paigam mere naam aaye,
aur woh sirf mera hai yeh kah jaaye.

na koi unse kabhi koi shikwa ya shikayat karunga,
na kisi baat pe unhein majboor karunga,

dil ke aayine mein unhe saja ke rakhunga,
apni har khushi unke naam main karunga,

unke hontho pe muskan banke main khilunga,
unke dil mein dhardkan banke main rahunga,

bas koi mujhe chahe aur apne dil mein basaye...

pyar hoga ya hoga mere liye bahut sara gam

sochta hoon khawabo ka ek mehal banaun tere liye,
sochta hoon ek sundar sa nagam gaaun tere liye ,

sochta hoon tasveer banaun teri,
sochta hoon khuda se baatein karu teri,

sochta hoon ki main bahut sochta hoon bus tumhare bare mein,
sochta hoon rakhunga tujhe yaadoon ke aagan mein,

sochta hoon sang tere nachunga pyar ke sawan mein,
sochta hoon meri zindgi ki kahani ho tum,

sochta hoon mere dil ki rani ho tum,
lekin sochta hoon kya sochti hogi tum,
kya hoga tumhare mann mein?

pyar aur mohabbbat mere liye
ya hoga mere liye bahut sara gam??

kuch to dawa kariye is dil ke marz ka

kayi khawaihein hain dil ki aapko kya maloom,
chand lamhein fursat ke nikaliye to bataye aapko,

kahi dil nahi lagta humara aapke bagair,
kisi waqt ho mulakkaat to batayein aapko,

kayi khawaishein kheench laati hai aapke dar par,
yeh dor hai pyar ki kaise dikhaye aapko,

be-lagaam se huye jaate hai jazbaat sanam,
ishq ki dastaan hussn se hai kaise sunaye aapko,

kuch to dawa kariye is dil ke marz ka,
har pal tardapta hai, sisakta hai kaise bataye aapko.

before you realized what you have lost

boy: look at the sky my dear 
tonight it looks so clear
can you find some thing?

girl: no, nothing the sky looks clear

boy: look at it with your heart
can you find some thing now?

girl: no nothing can be found, its clear


boy: wanna know what my heart can see??
boy: stars can be seen,
stars that can be seen are

the pieces of my heart waiting for you
remaining are the one's that fell away

to make your wishes true
I wish my heart, beats again.

if it can make your wishes true
but I am afraid the sky is clear.

there ended the last beat of my heart
before you have realized what you have lost
but the girl stood speechless.

why I love you so much

the sparkle in your eye,
the warmth of your skin.
your breath on my neck,
that quivers within.

the touch of your hand,
the smell of your hair.
the kindness in your smile,
that strength in your stare.

your kiss on my lips,
your body near mine.
the stroke of your touch,
that feeling inside.

the sound of your voice,
compassion in your embrace.
the serenity in your stride,
the power in your face.

the calming of your presence,
the beating of your heart.
the promise of tomorrow,
that we may never part.

the beauty of your kiss,
and that magic in your touch.
it is for all these reasons and more,
why I love you so much.

na roko na tokko, kuch pal sath rahne do

kuch aakhri alfaaz mere labon pe rehne do,
purani ek deewar pe tasveer meri rehne do,

abhi to thik se maine jiya bhi nahi hai,
kuch pal ki zindagi aur jee lene do,

nadan hoon main kuch nadaniya aur kar lene do,
na roko na tokko agle pal mar raha hoon main,

kuch sanse hain baaki abhi to khul kar jee lene do,
yaad karna ya na karna baad mein mujhe,

abhi to apne sath kuch pal reh lene do,
aakhri hai safar, safar khatam hone do,

chalo kuch mangta hoon aaj tumse,
apne dilon mein thodi si jagah rehne do,

na roko na tokko, kuch pal sath rahne do.. 

intezaar karte karte mayus ho gaye

intezaar karte karte mayus ho gaye,
khubsurat sapne jo sajaye the,
woh intezaar ke lamhon mein kho gaye.

bas aur nahi hoga hum se,
humne to jeene ki umeed hi chord di.

woh hain ke humein sambhalna sikha rahe hain,
hum hai ke sambhal ker gir gaye.

channd lamhein hi to baaki the zindagi ke,
kyon humein chord ker tum chal gaye.

sapno ke aalam mein jee rahe the hum,
dard bari hakeekat mein jaga gaye,

humara housla bardhate the jo,
aaj wohi meri himmat tord gaye.

ek shaam teri yaad ke bagair jeene ko dil karta hai

unke sinne  se lipat kar rone ko dil karta hai,
bahut jee liya ab sone ko dil karta hai,

hogayi bahut shaam ab to laut jaane do,
ek shaam teri yaad ke bagair jeene ko dil karta hai,

kya hua jo tune naa apnaya mujhe,
tere hokar tujh mein bikhar jane ko dil karta hai,

kar naa paunga main khud se juda tujko,
yahi wajah hai mujse jurd janeko dil karta hai,

hai tera naam har ek sans mein mere,
shayad tabhi to jism aur jaan chord jane ko dil karta hai,

khamosh raha jab usne uthaya mujh pe sawal,
ishi liye to tujse door ho jane ko dil karta hai.

teri duniya, tera sheher chord jaunga

lutta ke tujh par apna sab kuch mein apna,
teri duniya.. tera sheher chord jaunga,
har shaam yaad bankar tere paas chala aaonga.

tu fikar na kar marte dum tak,
saath mohabbat ka nibhaonga,

phir kabhi na laut ke aaunga.

bas phir mein bhi pyar karne waalon ke dilon mein,
ek yaad bankar reh jaonga.

khud kismat bhi na majboor kar sake wapas jaane ko,
kuch iss tarah teri har gali tera yeh sheher chord jaunga.

kab kya ho jaaye kisko yeh pata hai

kab kya ho jaaye kisko yeh pata hai,
koi badal jaye yeh bhi hota hai,

kehta hai kuch aur aisa karte hain,
kehne ko sab kuch karne ko kuch nahi,

hote huye bhi kuch kehta hai kuch nahi,
kuch to hua hai yeh baat akhir kya hai?