everyday without you kills me

it is so hard to go day to day without you.
I miss you so much.

I wait by my cell every day for your call,
I never miss it.

I wish you would call me more,
that would make me so happy!

I wish you could hear me when I call out your name.

you never call just to chat,
you always have a reason to call,
everyday without you kills me.

you sounded worried when I told you 

that I almost passed out today.

if I did pass out,
I would want you behind me to catch me when I fall.

the feeling that I have for you grows stronger each day.
I want you around to control this feeling.

this feeling, this life, this body, this heart...
is all without you.