what is wrong what is right

why do I want to cry..
every time you look into my eyes?

why does it hurts..
every time I delay the tempting kiss of suicide?

why does my life loves to kill me?
why my movements want to still me?

and when I write suicide notes with killing sadness,
my sobbing eyes swell with redness,

why shouldn’t I die before my next breath?
why do I prolong this death?

so what is wrong what is right?
what about tonight?

an empty house, an empty chair, a father’s love, no longer there

a father’s touch, a daddy’s kiss,
a grieving son, you are greatly missed.

an empty house, an empty chair,
a father’s love, no longer there.

a broken heart, tears filled eyes,
another soul to fill the sky.

many memories in my mind,
some I laugh, some I cry.

the time we shared, the laughs we had,
things I miss when I think of you dad.

realizing that’s all I have to hold on too,
only memories, of what once was you.

missing your laugh, I will never again hear,
that is the reality that fills me with so much fear.

no more smile on your face,
no more warmth of your embrace,

thae last hug, the last kiss,
the last goodbye leaves me with one last wish.

to have you dad, here today,
never to leave your son and daughter this way,

a father’s touch, a daddy’s kiss,
a grieving son you are greatly missed.

take me to a place on a distant land

all I ever wanted was for love,
to take me to a place
on a distant land,

where distinction is catered
and satiation promised,

all I ever wanted was
for you and I to take that
long walk towards future,
and find time oblivious
to the doubts,

that we both compromised
all I ever wanted
was my dream to
bring its way,

to life where I can
hold out on the worse pain,

and see myself planted firmly
in your arms.

yeh bodh sada jeewan mein ho

yeh deh alag hai, main hoon alag,
yeh bodh sada jeewan mein ho,

nirlipt rahe hum duniya se,
ke jaise kamal keechad mein ho.

apna parichay bhool gaye hain,
swany ko hi kaya maan rahe hain.

jad ki iss maaya ko chordo,
ke dhyaan sada chetan mein ho. 

nirlipt rahe hum duniya se,
ke jaise kamal keechad mein ho.

deh hain nashwar tu avinash,
kyu naa samjhe baat jara si.

aatam to amar hai deh nahi,
ke jalna isse marghat mein ho.

nirlipt rahe hum duniya se,
ke jaise kamal keechad mein ho.

the rock the sea and the sand

I am a rock..
seated at the seashore,
I ask questions to the horizon.

I am the sea..
that softly kisses and embraces,
whatever is here nearby me.

I am the rock..
the sea cuddles me in her arms,
and time can not consumate me.

I am sea..
but the rock doesn’t fear me,
he believes to be immune to me.

I am rock..
the sea caresses me continuously,
it starts to give me pain.

I am the sea..
that slowly takes away with it,
also the most resistant rock.

I am sand..
the only fruit of a love,
between a rock and his sea.

perhaps I’ll find you again someday

I happened upon your memory today, 
I try to forget, but in my mind you stay.
heartbreaking it was that we said goodbye,
it was for the best, I can’t lie. 

I know that you loved me, I even felt it too,
but I still couldn’t bring myself to loving you.
this chapter of my life just isn’t over yet,
still, you are a part of me that I can’t forget.

you’re still my solace on those lonely nights.
you still keep me warm, and hold me tight. 
I hear your laughter, I can see your smile.
you are the only one that soothes me,
no matter the miles.

so, if it’s true things happen in mysterious ways,
then perhaps I’ll find you again someday. 
I wanna hold you, and look into your eyes,
as we share our first kiss,
and our last kiss goodbye.

for now, I hope your “promise” is lying next to you,
loving you completely, the way I couldn’t do.
and I hope your heart’s as filled as it could ever be,
but please, could you save a little spot for me. 

been so long that I had a good night sleep

its been so long that I had a good night sleep,
its been so long that I had a beautiful dream.

its been really long... yeah
since I felt the morning dew on my cheeks,

since I felt the warmth of your hands,
since I felt the glow in my brown eyes,

since I felt the softness of the roses,
its been really long... yeah

since I felt your fingers through my hair,
since I felt your smile light up my life,

since I felt your eyes looking at me,
since I felt your lips kissing me, 

its been really long I wonder...
how life changes in a matter of moments,

how people change their colors so soon,
how relations loose their glow with time,

I really wonder…
what if things were fine,

what if you really loved me,
what if I was a little lucky,

but its been really long
since I last dreamt of these false hopes.

I can’t say goodbye

in the quiet of darkness,
in the stillness of night,
I still imagine you holding
me tight.

your voice is the music,
in my heart is the song,
please come to me now,
it’s with me you belong.

our love was so real,
for it captured my soul,
there’s no other feeling
that makes me feel whole.

when god made his angels,
he made you for me.
there’s no more mistaking,
we were meant to be.

I can’t live without you,
I can’t say goodbye,
when I think of you hurting,
the thought makes me cry.

please don’t give up now
because of my fears,
don’t dwell on the past,
come dry all my tears.

as the moon is my witness,
and the stars are my guide,
I will love you forever,
I will no longer hide.

come lay down beside me,
I can’t wait one more day,
to hear you still love me
the very same way.

aaj har lamha sath guzara bahot yaad aa raha hai

woh barish ki bunde bhigoti thi jo humein,
aaj woh bunde bahot yaad aati hai,

woh sham ko bike mein mere piche baithna,
aaj woh bekarar shame bahot yaad aati hai,

woh tumhara ruth jana bin kuchh kahe,
aaj woh ruthi surat tumhari bahot yaad aati hai,

woh hathon mein hath dal din bhar rehna,
aaj woh chhuan tumhari bahot yaad aati hai,

woh adhero par mere tumhare adharon ka thaherna,
aaj woh paheli preet ki paheli kiss bahot yaad aati hai,

woh bahon mein meri sama kar tumhara kho jana,
aaj woh bahon ko tumhari bahot yaad aati hai,

woh tumahra aankhon mein ankhe dal dekhana,
aaj woh nazaron ko tumhari nazar bahot yaad aati hai,

woh kuchh na keh kar bhi bahot kuch sun lena hamara,
aaj woh sannatte ki buland awaz bahot yaad aati hai,

aur kya kahun jaanu

tum aur tumhari yaadein jeevan hai mera,
aaj har lamha sath guzara bahot yaad aa raha hai!

such a peculier thing is love

love is so peculier a thing
that I haven’t seen you
but from head to toe
I just fell for you.

I know that by your lovers
you have a long queue,
I do nothing about them
I know only that,”I love you.”

what I want is just to see you once,
have some pity on me
and give me the chance.

people have started calling
my love as madness,
but without hearing your voice
my life is a mess.

whenever I listen your voice
it seems if some angel speak
my imagination starts flying and
I feel myself on some peak.

my life can’t go on being shattered
nor further like this
for my life what I need is
your lips giving me a kiss.

you are mine only mine

and here I am waiting for the sunlight,
that brightens my day,

I am waiting for the sparkle,
I am waiting for the glimmer,

to shine on my way.
without you I am all alone,

my heart calls out to you
please come home,
I beg the heavens to see you,

to touch you,
to kiss you,

the sky will break into two,
and the sea will weep in sorrow,
if our shadows don’t meet every tomorrow.
our souls are one yet we’re so apart,

the rhythm of your love, 

echoes in my heart,

you are mine speak to me,
you are mine together we will always be.

you are mine only mine,
and you will always stay mine.

hope you are doing okay

did I ever tell you that I really love you
and I think about you all day.

I really miss you and wish Icould kiss you,
but why are you so far away?

since you have been gone
I have thought over and over about you inside my head,

and where I went wrong,
where I went wrong?

every day, I have been thinking a lot
about all of the things you’d say.

since I went away, since I went away,
I guess I could call you and ask you “how are you"?

but I really don’t have much to say...

I sit all alone and I stare at the phone
and I hope that you are doing okay!

all I can say is goodbye

all I can say is goodbye
for my heart has died.
for my heart grew weak
so deep down inside.

my heart cannot love her
for my heart has died.
for my heart cannot say
what it feels inside.

I cannot smile nor laugh
for my heart has died.
for happiness is absent
with this pain inside.

all I can say is goodbye
for my heart has died
my heart will find peace
high in heavens skies.

the goodbye kiss

I happened upon your memory today,
I try to forget, but in my mind you stay.
heartbreaking it was that we said goodbye,
it was for the best, I can’t lie.

I know that you loved me, I even felt it too,
but I still couldn’t bring myself to loving you.
this chapter of my life just isn’t over yet,
still, you are a part of me that I can’t forget.

you are still my solace on those lonely nights.
you still keep me warm, and hold me tight.
I hear your laughter, I can see your smile.
you are the only one that soothes me,
no matter the miles.

so, if it’s true things happen in mysterious ways,
then perhaps I will find you again someday.
I wanna hold you, and look into your eyes,
as we share our first kiss, and our last kiss goodbye.

for now, I hope your promise is lying next to you,
loving you completely, the way I couldn’t do.
and I hope your heart’s as filled as it could ever be,
but please, could you save a little spot for me? 

I think this is fate

fate in life happens 

and it happens for a reason 

in every single season.
because somehow I knew you were there.

I just couldn't see you.

I was living in a war 

and yes I was a solder.
but I lost the will to fight

I gave up game over.

I found out tides have changed 

and I found out I was moving.

11 years in that town but 

now it means nothing to me?
but I thank God for this for those little fucks, 

thank God for my problems ,
because if it wasn't for those moving trucks,

than I never would have found you.

I can wait a thousand years 

or walk a billion miles.
because it took too long to find 

what I have been searching for 

that warm settling smile.


I can't stop thinking 

if I was made for you 

and you were made for me.

but this was the life-long game 

that I won of hide and go seek.

every one knows that 

absence makes the heart grows fonder.
days without you makes the day go by longer.

there aren't enough boxes of chocolate, 

dozens of roses or singing telegrams 

that can be fit to be viewed.

I would need a chocolate factory, 

a thousand gardens 

and the whole world to sing to you.


sunny days are brighter 

and you are the whole day.
even on a good day, 

we shall just sit there and gaze.

all the hard times and the roughness in this life
you deserve much more 

even if I gave you my all, twice.

as long as your alive, 

my heart will keep perfect rhythm.
your always a thought in my mind, 

never will I forget you.

this earth is more livable, 

since I found out we blong together
I am stronger than ever invincible, 

being with you is a pleasure. 


I guess you were right, 

you will be easy to say those words to.
but when the times right, 

I will gladly say those words true.

you picked the right song, 

you are the best kind of drug.
because with every kiss and every hug, 

you make me fall in love.

don't ever be afraid of me being gone, 

no one can compare.
your perfect no flaws, 

glad you are mine I won't share.

you hate when I do things for you, 

but that should be a clue,
but I guess that's my way of saying,
I love you.

I wish we did this sooner, 

you presence was a little late.
I don't ever want to lose you, 

because shorty I think this is fate.

why I love you so much

the sparkle in your eye,
the warmth of your skin.
your breath on my neck,
that quivers within.

the touch of your hand,
the smell of your hair.
the kindness in your smile,
that strength in your stare.

your kiss on my lips,
your body near mine.
the stroke of your touch,
that feeling inside.

the sound of your voice,
compassion in your embrace.
the serenity in your stride,
the power in your face.

the calming of your presence,
the beating of your heart.
the promise of tomorrow,
that we may never part.

the beauty of your kiss,
and that magic in your touch.
it is for all these reasons and more,
why I love you so much.

re-union in sweet november

it was a day so precious to remember
close to the end of sweet november.
our first kiss together, so ever tender
truly incredible as I could remember.

inside of my heart, nervousness grew
being with you, my dream come true.
the city so beautiful was in our view
my heart racing as I was close to you.

inside my heart I knew you belonged
the night playing us a romantic song.
so cold outside, as our day went on
your gentle kiss I desperately longed.

I leaned in forward, for your soft kiss
truly passionate, as I tasted your lips,
such a kiss, so precious to remember
on a special day, in sweet november.

you never will be mine

you never will be mine,
I know it from the start,
I just take what could have been
I know I can't win.

let me hold you
and pretend that you mine,
while we together,
let's make love
like never before,

you never be mine,
I must remember the good times we had
and sharing the little things we used to do
and let me dream a while,
give me your sweetest love
and let me dream.

you will never be mine,
but my darling still,
even if you not mine
give me your sweetest smile
till my world comes to an end,
you never will be mine...

today I am gonna meet her

been waiting for this for days
knew it will come someday,

my heart is beating very fast
as the moment comes at last,

today I am gonna meet her
at last, we will be together.

why is the clock so slow
it is not how it should flow,

the sky above was all so clear
now roaring clouds is what I hear,

oh my god it might rain
no god not all over again.

I see someone come running
that is her, I have a feeling,

she came into my open arms
her head near my beating heart,

I held her tight and hugged her
I wish this would last forever,

I held her face and smiled
as I looked in her ocean eyes,

it started to rain as I hugged her
heavens above had blessed us,

oh I love it when it rains
I feel her and the one above.

please hold my hand tight forever

I hold your hand and you hold mine,
we both see this bright sunshine.

I look in your eyes and you look in mine,
deep is our love,
to say “I Love You” is not just a line…

I hug you and you hug me tight,
our feelings are sharp,
just like sun’s light.

we walk together, on the bank of the river,
without you I am lost, I start to shiver.

not to let it slip,
please hold my hand tight forever,
we are linked to each other
from soul and to part never...!!