the trust is now forever lost

you trampled on my feelings
and you played me for a fool,
your promises turned worthless lies
you have broken the golden rule.

you promised me you would never lie
a rule you made from the start,
my love for you was built on trust
that's gone.. you have torn it apart.

I trusted every word you said
and did so without any fears,
but sunshine turned into cloudy days
you have left me nothing but tears.

the trust is now forever lost
because of all your lies,
I hope you are proud of what you have done
without trust love surely dies.

you filled me with empty promises
now, our lives must part,
you dared to play with my feelings
why I love y still though, you broke my heart.

jo aisa na ho to kya hoga

unke deedar pe bhi jo barsaat na huyi, to kya hoga,
lab khamosh par ankhon se baat na huyi, to kya hoga.

cham-chamate hue sitaare, khushnuma chaand,
rehmatein falak ki hamare saath na huyi, to kya hoga.

sandali saansein, makhmali farsh, narm hawayein,
aise mehekte phoolon ki saugaat na huyi, to kya hoga.

kalaayiyon ka thar-tharaana, palkon ka jhukana,
khwahishon se jo sharm ki maat na huyi, to kya hoga.

sab khwaab hain, sab hasratein hain, saare khayaal 
jo kabhi aisi haseen raat na huyi, to kya hoga.

someone not so you...

because you made me happy,
because you made me cry,
because you made me angry,

because you ignorant,

and you smile,
and you cry,
and you are destructive.

your character is your flaw,
I want to pinch it off your skin 

to make you prefect.

I shed tears when you prove me true.
but I won't allow myself to reveal you.

so I'll think about something,

about something else now.

and as I wait here to cover you,

with my clouds of forgetfulness,

I'll save my emotion for someone,

who deserves them.

someone not so you...

I cannot get you off my mind

walkin alone in the empty streets,
you are on my mind and thoughts surround me,

the way you walked through all my good times and bad,
your love had changed my life completely.

but now I am all alone with out you,
my life seems so incomplete,

and my heart seems so empty,
I cannot get you off my mind,

I can never forget you
and go on with my life,

now that you are not with me
I have no desire no one to care for.

I have nothing to fear nothing to wish for
once again I am all alone.

thinking about your wonderful thoughts and memories
and they are the only one’s which keep me alive.

life changes so much, make it count

life changes so much.
at times we want it to speed up,
others we want it to slow down.

but time always goes just the same,
one second after the other,
turning into minutes, turning into hours.

but in this time we learn, love, laugh, and change.
sometimes slowly, other times drastically.

then there are the times, we wish we could go back,
and do things over…
but if we did, we wouldn't be where we are now.

time is such a delicate thing,
so easily are time can come to an end
or a new begining.

we need to take that time and use to the best,
dont spend it miserable and upset
you only get one shot at it,
make it count.

nothing left but an empty picture frame

nothing left but an empty picture frame,
hopes and dreams that went up in flames.
the picture of you and me ceases to exist,
like a dream disappearing into the mist.

the picture perfect you is an illusion,
leaving me in dis-belief and seclusion.
foolishness prevented me to see
the power you had over me.

tempting me with love and affection,
ending with feelings of rejection.
taking away the picture in my mind,
of a true love I can find.

taking back the love, you proclaimed,
leaving me broken and never the same.
nothing left to reclaim,
but an empty picture frame.

I would never forget

precious are the times which we shared
but why in return you never cared?

I cared so much for you
that in caring I became insane,

was there anything missing in it
that you always gave me pain?

I would never forget..
I always wished for your happiness,

if circumstances could be converted,
why then thinking day and night of you
left me just hurted?

how you left me
you can never guess,

being in this world today
everywhere I have loneliness,

before that, these times were beautiful,
full of happiness and no regret!

but then you tought me a lesson
I would never forget!

sanam nahi woh to pathar zaat hai

ab na tera saath hai, na tu mere paas hai,
dil tardapta hai mera, raat royi saath hai,

aaja sajani lout ke tu, sunle yeh fariyaad hai,
chandni tu aa banaa-de, kitni kaali raat hai,

aa fiza mein gull khila de, mere sanam aa bhi jaa,
aaja aaja ab to aaja, ankhiyon ka yeh barsaat hai,

tere bin yeh chandni bhi, ab andheri raat hai,
aaja sajani, mere sanam keh rahi har saans hai,

aake mujh ko tu hansa de, hansi to tere sath hai,

“raaj“ tu kyun fariyaad hai karta baar baar, 

woh teri sanam nahi, woh to pathar zaat hai.

its way due time to forget my past

the long suffering struggle
between the heart and the head,
my long suffering heart
every single tear I have shed.

its way due time
to forget my past,
let go of the hurt
and move on at last.

the past is what it is
and thats where it should stay,
now within my broken heart
waiting to be released one day.

I need to learn
how to well and truly let go,
accept my mistakes
and go with the flow.

it sure is easy
to be writing in word form,
what about real life
is my preaching worth to conform?

all I know is this
and that is nothing at all,
I just have to take it as it comes
get up when I fall.

once again I am left all alone

I feel the world is not worth living
because it is so unfair,
all my life I had been craving
for someone who would care.

when I find that person one day
all that emptiness is gone,
but the very next day she’s taken away,
once again I am left all alone.

why is life so mean to me?
I have never done anything bad,
each and every time this life
took away all the love I had.

I have to talk to you my life,
what number should I dial?
why can't you sometimes ease my strife
and make living this life worthwhile?

this is really the limits now
I can’t take it anymore,
to keep smiling I had taken a vow,
but I am not even gona try anymore.

how easily she leaves you alone

how easily someone steps into your life,
she makes you smile and steals away your strife,

how easily she makes you live your dreadful life once again,
she provides a shoulder to cry on tries to reduce your pain,

how easily you start liking her and her company
with her smile your days are always sunny,

how easily she becomes your very best friend,
how easily she says she will stick around till the end,

how easily you become used to seeing her around,
you feel proud of her, she is a gem you have found,

how easily she asks you for a relation to be her boyfriend,
she promises to be a good friend and never forget this

how easily she makes you a part of her life and routine
and always stays there for you if you ever need to lean,

how easily one day she says she has to leave now
and that you have been a good friend but she cannot keep her vow,

how easily she says she has to go as her future awaits her
she gives you so many memories and expects you to forget them,

how easily she comes into your world how easily she leaves you alone,
and your days no longer have the bright sun which was once very brightly shone,

how easily she leaves you to bear all the parting pain,
leaving you hoping that you’ll meet her sometime again,

how easily she turns harsh and your cute relation she forgets
leaving your endless tears to form little rivulets.

nobody knows it but me

I pretend that I am glad you went away
these four walls closing more every day

and I am dyeing inside and nobody knows it but me.

like a clown I put on a show,
painted real, even though nobody knows

and I am crying inside
and nobody knows it but me.

you could ask my heart but like a jigsaw
puzzle it’s been torn all apart.

a million words couldn’t say just how I feel
a million years from now

you know I will be loving you still
and nobody knows it but me. 

still loving you makes me fool

I close my eyes and see you there
in my dreams I wish you cared.

I did like to someday, be with you
share a love, that’s pure and true.

but the funny thing is that it can never be
a real good friend’s, all you want from me.

it hurts inside like a slap to the face
in my heart lies an empty space.

I have so much love, to share with you
but that’s the last thing you want me to do.

I am a good guy
I did never cause you pain,
yet you see my efforts as such a shame.

I express my love through my words
you mock what I do and call it absurd.

all I want is to make you smile
one second with you makes my day worth while.

you say I am stubborn, I just don’t give up
I offer all I have, and it’s not enough.

I give you my trust and my sweet time
all I ask in return is to call you mine.

you are sick of this and want it to end
so you now, you go out with my best friend.

that wasn’t nice, not even cool
but I still love you,
so I guess that makes me the fool!!

why you play around with my head?

there are just so many reasons why
I sit outside and cry?

mostly its the sight of you,
that day you said “I love you”

can't you see that I am not your toy,
the one that always say “your my boy”

why if you love me like you say,
you sit there and play around with my head?

do you think I will come back?
because these feelings for some reasons won't go away.

but this time sweetie, I am not gonna stay,
I have taught myself not to cry,

and sit, wonder and ask “oh why”
I have grown up and realized that you

are not good enough, and will never do!
so just remember that from this day on,

I will survive so now go on and find someone
who will also cry, and ask himself why?

staring at my reflection

I stare at my reflection
in a broken mirror,
letting myself fall
into a flood of tears,

this strange little boy
staring back at me,
so sad and alone
but how could this be?

I am not the boy I once was,
you changed me
you made me who
you wanted me to be.

no matter how hard I tried
I was just never enough,
the road you lead me on
was just too tough.

when you left me all alone,
I tried to stay strong..
I soon realized I was weak,

but you new that all along,

tears pouring from my eyes,
wondering who I have become.

the pain in me subsides,
because of it,
I have become numb.

the reflection in the mirror
is not what it seems.
because it’s not the mirror that's broken.

the one that’s broken.. is me!!

you left me shattered

you came into my world with a bang,
you changed everything,
you made me brand new,
you gave me memories to cherish forever,
you let me feel the rain on my skin,
you climbed into every part of my heart,
you let me know how breathtaking love is,
you gave me happiness and so much joy.

then you left me for another,
you left me with a broken heart,
you left me with tears on my cheek,
you left me with sadness in my eyes,
you left me with a raw soul,
you left me with emptiness,
you left me with vanished love,
you left me shattered.....!!

come and take your prize

bring me peaceful sleep
I promise, I won't weep
tell me where I was wrong,

still I guess to this life
no more do I belong
feelings inside me strife

can't find their dept
I don't have the courage
to find you in camouflage

don't let wait more time
before arrives sunrise

show me your face sublime
come, take your prize
accept my last breath.

do you understand me?

do you truly understand
what it is to be me?

have you survived the
ups and downs of a life similar to mine?

can you look me in the face
and tell me, if I know who you are?

can you pinpoint everything
that invokes some kind of emotion in me?

do you have any words or phrases
that are the very definition of me?

can you list everything in my life that I hold valuable?

do you know my values?
do you know my goals?
do you know my beliefs?

can you tell me what I want out of life?
can you tell me what I have gone through?
can you tell me what kind of person I want to be?
can you tell me how I feel in any given scenario?

I already know the answer.
you don’t have a clue who I am.

you have never spent a single minute in my place,
haven’t spent a day in my exact position.

yet you talk about me as if
you know the most intimate details of my life.

you have barely scratched the surface of who I am,
yet you act like you have infinite knowledge of me.

you take what little you have seen or heard from me
and you distort it and pass it off as something ‘credible.’

you lie...
you cheat me out of any kind of friendship.
you make a fool out of me and everyone else.

are you proud of the destruction you have caused?

one day, your little game will end,
and since what goes up must come down,
you will find yourself in a similar position.

the high horse you rode so proudly
will buck you off and into the mud.
any kind of respect and recognition you had
will be gone with the wind.

life goes on

day after day life goes on
not knowing what lies ahead,

not knowing what terrifies us the most
I wish I knew...

I wish I knew that was gonna be the
last time I was gonna see you,

but as always life goes on...!

the person is like a stranger to me

the person I wanted to be friends forever
is now like a stranger to me today.

she was so close to my heart
but today being near she is no where.

it hurts me more then anything today
that may be we wont be like we were before.

since I lost everything I had
and there is no more to loose now.

I don't know why I feel that
she is a part of me,
I don't wanna loose.

life is a big puzzle and there are all the peices
she is a big piece but may be she don't understands.

sometimes because of one piece
the whole story makes no sense,

wish God makes all things alright
I don't wanna loose anyone anymore.